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I tried posting about this but..the post cant be save so..im wrote this one..a new one
What can i do

When i was in korea..having time with pledis 17..i got a news saying that my grandma was admitted into the hospital. Got really worry so i went back to japan earlier than elle..i visited grandma and she was okay..

I came home..malaysia for a few days since grandma wants some food from malaysia..that night, my mom cooked a lot..it was only the 5 of us exclude the twins for dinner but she cooked to much..she than claimed that she was pregnant.

Got pretty shock..another baby??!!darell and daira were like 1 years old only..good job mom..nice one dad..hahaha..im happy for u mom..she looked excited to have anothr baby.twins again??i dont know..she was in her 3rd weeks pregnancy..mom said she told grandma first..and then eira's mom and eira..geez..im the last one to know huhh..

bro got enganged and waiting to get married tp sheen nee-san..airie just got back..

I went back to japan to continue my studies there in horikoshi..while i was in my hostel..i got news saying that teukie hyung both grandparents and father had passed away in an accident..all syrei went to korea for the funeral..met teukie hyung and i dont know how to comfort him..
At that time,grandma got admitted into the hospital again and was confirm critical..i know nothing about it..

Came back to japan..studies..having an examination week..it was on last day of examination day went it happend...my mom involved in a car accident back in malaysia..i was having my sports exam..my mom got miscarriage and she was in depressed..even though,mom..u still got us 5..

i dIdnt return to malaysia..i just called her from japan..next day, i was having an event in my school..the exam free festival..i enjoyed as in advice from my parents..

Next day..i was preparing for a trip to the beach with my classmates that day...we went to the beach and played a lot..

Next day..i received a phone call from my grandma..i havent visited her ever since the last exam day..we only talked on phone..my grandma said she just on phone with my parents and airie from malaysia..big bro was in japan..he was with her went she called me..we talked and she saId after me..she is going to call eira..she missed her so much..

That night...i received a call from my bro in japan..he told me that..grandma had passed away..she didnt manage to call eira..she passed away so suddenly..i was speechless..i was tols not to tell eira since she still in a midst of exams..

Next day..eira was otw going back to her hometown from her hostel..big bro called her and told her about it..she didnt even contacted me..and i can guess..she must be crying and in shock as well...everyone would..

Grandma..thanks for coming into my life and gave birth to a wonderful mom of mine..thank you for being so supportive..i love you..

Aka-chan..even though u didnt manage to be born..but..as ur big bro..im looking forward to see u..thank you for the joy that u gave my mom..gave us when mom was pregnant of u......