~!iTs My LiFe!~

Hoiyaa
My big bro found something interesting  inside my grandmas book..the nurses said that grandmas was bored at the hospital so she asked them go buy her a book..she wanted to write something..

My bro found some letters..for all of us..the book filled with letters..for all of us...this is my fav one that she wrote for me...

My dear Darry,
How are you my cute grandson darry?u were just went home from visitng me yet im starting to miss u so much already..it was like yesterday u were born and now u have grown up handsomely..u look a lot like ur mother. U have ur brothers attitude and charMs but u were childish..unlike ur brother,he is matured..

I still remember the time u were born..ur hair is so dark black and many. Unlike any other newborns,they have less hair..but ur head filled with them. U can fall sick easily..take care of ur health,ok. U cant stand cold temperature and thats why since little we kept ur hair long. U loves my green tea and my handmade food. U loves my own recipes. I remembered the first time u drank my green tea. U fall sick and lied on bed the whole day. I tried a new recipe on making a sweet green tea for u since u tried so hard to get used drinking them. U tried so hard to make urself comfortable drinking them. In the end, i like them. Ur fav my handMade recipe,the most that u love is fish fillet onigiri. U always have the biggest appetite.

I can see that u loves bullying ai-chan. But u cared for and took ur responsibilities as a big bro perfectly. I remembered the time went ai-chan caught a cold, u took good care of her..u cooked for her.make some porrigge..when ai-chan felt asleep on the couch,u put a blanket on her..u are such a sweet brother..i know u do..

U got so busy after u debutted as an idol since little. U acted in dramas as supporting actors and involved in CFs. Became a model. I heard that darell and daira began to became models as well..

After a while, i got so busy debutting as singer with ur band members.As a leader i know u treasured them so much.i respected ur role, dear. I never imagine that u would turn like Danny such involving in arts world. But, even though u're busy, u still remember me and always came to see me. Even i divorced with ur grandpa, but u still respected me as ur grandma. Thank you dear..

U always came to me everytime u have problems and needed someone to talk to..eir-chan became ur problems sharing partner after me..even though u and her are the same age and u must felt more comfortable talking to her than me, yet u still came to me first. I know that u were just playing ur role as a grandson and u want to be good to me since im divorced with ur grandpa, but i know that u are sincere..

My dear Darry..this world is fragile..i got nore angry at ur grandpa for causing u and eira troubles while u are still young..im happy that u manage to overcome him peacefully. U are a sMart kid..i know so..

Im happy that u manage to end things well with eve and makoto..yes, i knew all about it even u dIdnt tell me..i have johnny to tell my everything..he is my eyes and ears of u..

Dear..if we didnt Manage to spend more time together, i want u to enjoy this worlds gift for me..be my eyes and ears..seeing the best of this world for me and always keep on positive minds..

i always love u...love..cannot be seen but can be felt only honestly..from the bottom of our heart..

Ur truthfully,
Grandma

Hye guys
How are you
I tried posting about this but..the post cant be save so..im wrote this one..a new one
What can i do

When i was in korea..having time with pledis 17..i got a news saying that my grandma was admitted into the hospital. Got really worry so i went back to japan earlier than elle..i visited grandma and she was okay..

I came home..malaysia for a few days since grandma wants some food from malaysia..that night, my mom cooked a lot..it was only the 5 of us exclude the twins for dinner but she cooked to much..she than claimed that she was pregnant.

Got pretty shock..another baby??!!darell and daira were like 1 years old only..good job mom..nice one dad..hahaha..im happy for u mom..she looked excited to have anothr baby.twins again??i dont know..she was in her 3rd weeks pregnancy..mom said she told grandma first..and then eira's mom and eira..geez..im the last one to know huhh..

bro got enganged and waiting to get married tp sheen nee-san..airie just got back..

I went back to japan to continue my studies there in horikoshi..while i was in my hostel..i got news saying that teukie hyung both grandparents and father had passed away in an accident..all syrei went to korea for the funeral..met teukie hyung and i dont know how to comfort him..
At that time,grandma got admitted into the hospital again and was confirm critical..i know nothing about it..

Came back to japan..studies..having an examination week..it was on last day of examination day went it happend...my mom involved in a car accident back in malaysia..i was having my sports exam..my mom got miscarriage and she was in depressed..even though,mom..u still got us 5..

i dIdnt return to malaysia..i just called her from japan..next day, i was having an event in my school..the exam free festival..i enjoyed as in advice from my parents..

Next day..i was preparing for a trip to the beach with my classmates that day...we went to the beach and played a lot..

Next day..i received a phone call from my grandma..i havent visited her ever since the last exam day..we only talked on phone..my grandma said she just on phone with my parents and airie from malaysia..big bro was in japan..he was with her went she called me..we talked and she saId after me..she is going to call eira..she missed her so much..

That night...i received a call from my bro in japan..he told me that..grandma had passed away..she didnt manage to call eira..she passed away so suddenly..i was speechless..i was tols not to tell eira since she still in a midst of exams..

Next day..eira was otw going back to her hometown from her hostel..big bro called her and told her about it..she didnt even contacted me..and i can guess..she must be crying and in shock as well...everyone would..

Grandma..thanks for coming into my life and gave birth to a wonderful mom of mine..thank you for being so supportive..i love you..

Aka-chan..even though u didnt manage to be born..but..as ur big bro..im looking forward to see u..thank you for the joy that u gave my mom..gave us when mom was pregnant of u......

Hye there everyone
How are you all??ariey syrei is baack
Matters solved with sm..and syrei is going back on business..me and elle just got borrowed by pledis..thats all..
Went back to japan..missed horikoshi so much..a lot of things happened here..met Reiya..i neber thought he entered horikoshi as well..lucky we are not classMates..yokatta..but got pissed off by him a lot everytime we met by the hallway..

My class and his class always got together for gym class..patient is all i can do to him..cant believe that he he even remembered eira..that really pissed me off..everytime he talks about hrer..man!!

naru..harui naru...reiya mentioned his name too..long time no see naru..the last time i seen him was long time ago..cant remember..

MY mom surprised me when she saud she was pregnant again..like hey..daira n darell just entered their 2 years old..awesome mom!! NICe dad!! Hahaha..

My grandMa got into hospital and this is the 3rd week for her..airie?she just came back from vacation..from france and hawaii..i guess she got jealous by me and syrei went there before..hahaha..dont be sis.. as for my big bro..well..he was hanging out with his fiancee..nice to see together and sheen nee san is a very nice woman..she suits fir..