~!iTs My LiFe!~

the moment when i first entered on the stage - wow! the crowd were awesome. screaming our names. our light sticks. glowing. name banner. picture banners.. wow, we sure do got ourselves a lot of HeartStar here in Hawaii. we watched a recording about documentation of SyreiWorldTour in Hawaii, most heartstar came from the country-side

how did they know about us anyway? hahaha. StaheartRei performed. after 5 hours performing non-stop, concert ends.

as the ending - syrei(the boys) made a magic show based on 'Now U See Me'. even weourselves didnt even know that the magic show would turned out awesome as well. hahaha. it was so sudden and we didnt even practice it. StarheartRei bowed and took a stroll along on the stage waving at our fans. ended

'that was awesome, we never knew that we have HeartStar here' - Eve

'i got my rap mistaken in Still Love You song. haha' - Yuki

'my solo song, was based on Hawaiian traditional song' - Karen

in paris - sampai2 je terus ronda2..hahaha..

Eifel tower...i fell in love with you !! arghh ! smpai pagi, ronda2 kejap.

went to our hotel in the middle of the city - so noisy, we cant even rest well

but since paris is actually a very peacuful country, the noises calm during night

after having lunch, we went out again. hahaha..we went to the venue to have a look at it and discussed about the performing events.we practice a little. at 6p.m we head out - taking a stroll around paris. we met an artist Nick Walker - he painted the walls in Paris. grafity.
 we followed him around . he even brought along a spare clothe because he knew he might stained his cloth with paints.

we met a bubble guy - he made the biggest bubbles i even seen. it was awesome. we tried making it too with his help. it was scary at first since the bubbles got really big. hahaha..but it was fun

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when going to hongkong, i got some news for myself and elle. our korean manager want us to come back to korea after hongkong's concert. and we did. when we arrived at the airport, our manage , SeungHo hyung took us both to another company, not SM. we were wondering. then we went to a dance room and met the company's CEO. he told us everything, saying that SM gave both of us to his company. silent. we were too shocked to say anything. 

we were introduced to the 17 trainees that we're going to have our training with. with going back and forth from korea and joining the WorldTour, both me and elle got really tired. among the 17, 3 of them were at my age. the 17 toldus that they respected Syrei so much. they were our biggest fan. even though StarheartRei didnt even debut yet but..the fact that they admired us was awesome. thanks. 

it was awkward at first - they realised it. they didnt know that Syrei got disband. all they knew was me and elle got dsband - and they were very symphatize. even so, there is nothing they and we can do about it. i cannot oppose SM - he did a lot of favour for StarheartRei.

after the 17 knows about StarheartRei got disband - they started to blame themselves. rumors got spread out - netizen judge by blaming them and their company for stealing us. blaming SM on what he did toward us. blaming and accusing us about joining their fav company. the boys had know idea about StarheartRei got disband. and the news still cannot be comform yet.

SyreiWorldTour in Japan got cancelled. iin Korea, still cannot be comform. during my time with the 17, i found out that they're really innocent. their spirits were every high. i love their passionate feelings. their responsbilities toward each others. they live together. every mornng they woke each others up for school. most  of them went to Seoul Art Academy. they care about me and elle and always tried their hard to make both of us feel comfortable. i respected them as well

they did an event for both of me and elle and also all StarheartRei members including eira. they posted a video made by them specially for us. they perform Happiness by SuJu hyungs and Beautful by Beast Hyungs. Happiness got chosen because it is the first song StarHeartRei learned. Beautiful was the song that made StarheartRei won first place in a dancing competition. our members got really touched watching the video

i understand how the 17 members felt..thank you so much guys

me and elle honetly enjoyed being with you guys as well. but, we need to settle this matter real quick. LeeTeuk hyung blamed himself as well for not being able to be by our side to help. it is not like we dont like being with you 17..it is not like we hated to, it is just we have our long way together with StarheartRei already. we promised to  debut together. we even debutted in Japan together. 

being disband for no reason..so suddenly is just shocking. thankyou for idolize us andas your hyung, i loves you. i care about you. Nuest hyungs are still there for you guys btw. its not like we're gong away from you forever. we will settle things with SM and found out his true intentions of doing this. both me and elle will definitely go back to your company for our training sooner or later, but first we need to settle this smoothly. our training together with you is still far away  to end. so no need to worry, we'll help you guys in your training, thats the promised that we made together, remember. 

for now, lets have fun together - bout this matter, just leave it to me, trust this hyung of yours, okay

>_<

lets keep on and happy always